1. I've come to realize that my last kiss..... was my last kiss for a while.
2. I am listening to ... Family Channel. (It's great background noise!)
3. I talk... to my mom a lot.
4. I love... my friends!
5. My best friend..... is non-existent.
6. My first real kiss... is a memory that will always make me smile.
7. Love is... a combination of two souls.
8. Marriage is ... something I hope for in the future.
9. Somewhere someone is thinking ... that sun would be nice!
10. I'll always be... friends with my mommy.
11. The last time I cried was.... earlier today when I found out I've lost 40 pounds!
12. My cell phone... might as well be attached to me.
13. When I wake up in the morning... I wish I could sleep in.
14. Before I go to bed... I pray.
15. Right now I'm thinking about... what I'm doing tomorrow.
16. Babies are... a gift from God.
17. I get on facebook... 5 or 6 times a day (gotta love an iPhone)...
18. Today... I applied for some jobs and updated my resume.
19. Tommorow I will be ... applying for school for the fall.
20. I really want to be... happy.
21.Someone that will most likely re-post this... Randi ;)
Thursday, March 05, 2009
FIRST...
1. Who was your FIRST prom date? Date to a dance, Jason... Date to a dance post JHS, Ben.
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? Not generally.
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? No idea, when I was little my dad would let me have a sip of his beer...
4. What was your FIRST "real" job? MPOP.
5. What was your FIRST car? Sunfire.
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Michelle.
7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? Mom. I was worried about her getting to work.
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. Duncansun (sp?)
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? No idea, probably Vancouver.
10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk? Amelia, no.
11. Where was your FIRST sleep over? Grandma and Papa's.
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? Mom.
13. Whose wedding were you in for the FIRST time? Stephanie and Russell's.
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Went to the bathroom.
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to? Big Valley Jamboree.
16. FIRST tattoo? The one Mike Poon designed for me on my left shoulder.
17. FIRST piercing? Ears, I was 13 or 14.
18. FIRST foreign country you've been to? After the U.S., the U.K.
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing? Little Mermaid.
20. When was your FIRST detention? JHS?
21. What was the first state/province you lived in? Alberta.
22. Your FIRST real kiss? Jason.
23. Who do you think will be the next person to post this? No idea...
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? Not generally.
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? No idea, when I was little my dad would let me have a sip of his beer...
4. What was your FIRST "real" job? MPOP.
5. What was your FIRST car? Sunfire.
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Michelle.
7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? Mom. I was worried about her getting to work.
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. Duncansun (sp?)
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? No idea, probably Vancouver.
10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk? Amelia, no.
11. Where was your FIRST sleep over? Grandma and Papa's.
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? Mom.
13. Whose wedding were you in for the FIRST time? Stephanie and Russell's.
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Went to the bathroom.
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to? Big Valley Jamboree.
16. FIRST tattoo? The one Mike Poon designed for me on my left shoulder.
17. FIRST piercing? Ears, I was 13 or 14.
18. FIRST foreign country you've been to? After the U.S., the U.K.
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing? Little Mermaid.
20. When was your FIRST detention? JHS?
21. What was the first state/province you lived in? Alberta.
22. Your FIRST real kiss? Jason.
23. Who do you think will be the next person to post this? No idea...
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Serious...
For those of you who don't know, I am in hospital this week having surgery.
Prayers would be great, words of support and encouragement are greatly appreciated and I look forward to seeing those of you who decide to come visit.
If you have any questions, message me.
Prayers would be great, words of support and encouragement are greatly appreciated and I look forward to seeing those of you who decide to come visit.
If you have any questions, message me.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Girly... (Stolen from Linz)
DO YOU...
[ ] you own over 10 bottles of nail polish.
[X] you own perfume that cost over $60.
[X] you had/have fake nails.
[X] you have more body/hair products than you can use.
[ ] you own a small dog.
[X] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet.
[ ] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[X] You own a pink comforter, rug, walls or sheets.
total: 5
DO YOU..
[ ] spend more time at the mall than you do on homework?
[X] have a hair color that is not your natural color?
[X] have "blonde moments" at least once a day?
[ ] buy stuff because it's awesome, and then never wear it?
[X] constantly keep your phone at your side?
[ ] dance around in your room when nobody else is home?
[ ] have a name for your car?
[ ] know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week?
[ ] refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] prefer to be called "princess"
total: 8
DO YOU ADORE..
[ ] makeup
[ ] glitter
[X] the color pink
[ ] shopping
[X] jewelry
[ ] mirrors
[X] chick flicks
[X] shoes
[ ] rainbows
[ ] unicorns
[X] disney movies
[X] candles
[X] flowers
[X] stuffed animals
[X] handbags
total:17
DO YOU OWN SOMETHING FROM..
[ ] Hollister
[ ] chanel
[X] victoria's secret
[X] guess
[X] claire's
[ ] express
[ ] delias
[] MAC
[X] sephora
[ ] bebe
[ ] abercrombie and fitch
total: 21
DO YOU SAY..
[X] bitch
[X] whatever
[ ] omg
[X] hun
[X] fugly
[ ] that's hot
[ ] darling
[ ] psh
[ ] cute
[ ] hot
[ ] skank/slut/whore/hoe
[ ] totally
[ ] for sure
total: 25
DO YOU READ..
[X] cosmopolitan
[ ] glamour
[ ] marie claire
[ ] elle girl
[ ] teen vogue
[ ] teen people
[ ] cosmo! girl
[ ] us weekly
[ ] star
[ ] self
[ ] perezhilton.com
[ ] seventeen
[ ] GL
total:26
HAVE YOU SEEN..
[X] legally blonde 2
[X] elizabethtown
[X] mean girls
[X] now and then
[X] the notebook
[X] a walk to remember
[X] sweet home alabama
[X] material girls
[X] just my luck
[X] john tucker must die
[X] centerstage
[X] bring it on, 2, 3
[X] how to lose a guy in 10 days
[X] mona lisa smile
[X] my girl
[X] because i said so
total: 42
DO YOU WATCH..
[ ] lost
[X] americas next top model
[X] project runaway
[ ] desperate housewives
[ ] the simple life
[ ] 8th and ocean
[ ] sex and the city
[ ] grey's anatomy
[ ] the O.C.
[ ] laguna beach
[ ] the hills
[ ] gilmore girls
[X] one tree hill
total: 45
0-15 You're a Boy
16-30 Tomboy
31-40 Real, You have a life
41-55 Very Girly
56+ Complete girly-girl
Total: 45, The list of movies KILLED me!
[ ] you own over 10 bottles of nail polish.
[X] you own perfume that cost over $60.
[X] you had/have fake nails.
[X] you have more body/hair products than you can use.
[ ] you own a small dog.
[X] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet.
[ ] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[X] You own a pink comforter, rug, walls or sheets.
total: 5
DO YOU..
[ ] spend more time at the mall than you do on homework?
[X] have a hair color that is not your natural color?
[X] have "blonde moments" at least once a day?
[ ] buy stuff because it's awesome, and then never wear it?
[X] constantly keep your phone at your side?
[ ] dance around in your room when nobody else is home?
[ ] have a name for your car?
[ ] know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week?
[ ] refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] prefer to be called "princess"
total: 8
DO YOU ADORE..
[ ] makeup
[ ] glitter
[X] the color pink
[ ] shopping
[X] jewelry
[ ] mirrors
[X] chick flicks
[X] shoes
[ ] rainbows
[ ] unicorns
[X] disney movies
[X] candles
[X] flowers
[X] stuffed animals
[X] handbags
total:17
DO YOU OWN SOMETHING FROM..
[ ] Hollister
[ ] chanel
[X] victoria's secret
[X] guess
[X] claire's
[ ] express
[ ] delias
[] MAC
[X] sephora
[ ] bebe
[ ] abercrombie and fitch
total: 21
DO YOU SAY..
[X] bitch
[X] whatever
[ ] omg
[X] hun
[X] fugly
[ ] that's hot
[ ] darling
[ ] psh
[ ] cute
[ ] hot
[ ] skank/slut/whore/hoe
[ ] totally
[ ] for sure
total: 25
DO YOU READ..
[X] cosmopolitan
[ ] glamour
[ ] marie claire
[ ] elle girl
[ ] teen vogue
[ ] teen people
[ ] cosmo! girl
[ ] us weekly
[ ] star
[ ] self
[ ] perezhilton.com
[ ] seventeen
[ ] GL
total:26
HAVE YOU SEEN..
[X] legally blonde 2
[X] elizabethtown
[X] mean girls
[X] now and then
[X] the notebook
[X] a walk to remember
[X] sweet home alabama
[X] material girls
[X] just my luck
[X] john tucker must die
[X] centerstage
[X] bring it on, 2, 3
[X] how to lose a guy in 10 days
[X] mona lisa smile
[X] my girl
[X] because i said so
total: 42
DO YOU WATCH..
[ ] lost
[X] americas next top model
[X] project runaway
[ ] desperate housewives
[ ] the simple life
[ ] 8th and ocean
[ ] sex and the city
[ ] grey's anatomy
[ ] the O.C.
[ ] laguna beach
[ ] the hills
[ ] gilmore girls
[X] one tree hill
total: 45
0-15 You're a Boy
16-30 Tomboy
31-40 Real, You have a life
41-55 Very Girly
56+ Complete girly-girl
Total: 45, The list of movies KILLED me!
Layers (Stolen from Alida and Esther)
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Erin
-- Birth date: July 22
-- Birthplace: Calgary
-- Current Location: Living Room
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Blonde naturally, right now it's brunette with light blonde streaks.
-- Height: 5'11"
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Cancer/Leo
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Technically 1/2 Russian, 1/4 Scottish and 1/4 English
-- The shoes you wore today: Airwalk snow boots and fleece lined Dawgs
-- Your weakness: My family.
-- Your fears: Drowning, Being completely alone.
-- Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian with black olives and lots of pineapple.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Become a teacher.
LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: I haven't used AIM in years... Probably lol...
-- Your first waking thoughts: "Ugh.... snooze..."
-- Your best physical feature: My eyes.
-- Your most missed memory: If it's missing, I don't know.
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Vanilla Coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
-- Single or group dates: Either.
-- Adidas or Nike: Shoes, Adidas. Sweats, Nike.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Depends, generally chocolate.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Neither.
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: A puff of a cigar occasionally.
-- Cuss: Sometimes.
-- Sing: Sometimes.
-- Take a shower everyday: Generally every other.
-- Do you think you've been in love: I think so, apparently there is some doubt.
-- Want to go to college: I'd like to go BACK to University.
-- Liked high school: Sure, parts of it anyway.
-- Want to get married: Eventually.
-- Believe in yourself: No.
-- Get motion sickness: Only as a passenger in a car.
-- Think you're attractive: My eyes... My smile. Otherwise, not so much.
-- Think you're a health freak: About some things.
-- Get along with your parent(s): Sometimes.
-- Like thunderstorms: Sometimes.
-- Play an instrument: Clarinet, enough Piano to get by (it's something I'd like to learn).
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yes.
-- Smoked: Cigar.
-- Done a drug: No.
-- Made Out: Yes.
-- Gone on a date: Yes.
-- Gone to the mall?: Yes... the joys of working in one.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No.
-- Eaten sushi: Yes.
-- Been on stage: No.
-- Been dumped: No.
-- Gone skating: No.
-- Made homemade cookies: Yes.
-- Gone skinny dipping: No.
-- Dyed your hair: Yes.
-- Stolen Anything: No.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Define "extremely"... Probably not.
-- Been caught "doing something": No.
-- Been called a tease: Yes.
-- Gotten beaten up: Yes.
-- Shoplifted: No.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Yes.
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: By/before 30.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2, no idea.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Winter. Happy. Beautiful. Not sure otherwise.
-- How do you want to die: when it's my time.
-- Where you want to go to college: UBC or U of C.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A teacher, a wife, a mother.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Russia and Australia.
LAYER NINE:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: One.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: Four or five.
-- Number of CDs that I own: Quite a few.
-- Number of piercings: Six.
-- Number of tattoos: One.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: A few.
-- Number of scars on my body: three or four major ones, a few little ones.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing, I think that if you regret things you do, you don't like who you are. Everything that happens shapes who you are.
-- Name: Erin
-- Birth date: July 22
-- Birthplace: Calgary
-- Current Location: Living Room
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Blonde naturally, right now it's brunette with light blonde streaks.
-- Height: 5'11"
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Cancer/Leo
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Technically 1/2 Russian, 1/4 Scottish and 1/4 English
-- The shoes you wore today: Airwalk snow boots and fleece lined Dawgs
-- Your weakness: My family.
-- Your fears: Drowning, Being completely alone.
-- Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian with black olives and lots of pineapple.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Become a teacher.
LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: I haven't used AIM in years... Probably lol...
-- Your first waking thoughts: "Ugh.... snooze..."
-- Your best physical feature: My eyes.
-- Your most missed memory: If it's missing, I don't know.
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Vanilla Coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
-- Single or group dates: Either.
-- Adidas or Nike: Shoes, Adidas. Sweats, Nike.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Depends, generally chocolate.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Neither.
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: A puff of a cigar occasionally.
-- Cuss: Sometimes.
-- Sing: Sometimes.
-- Take a shower everyday: Generally every other.
-- Do you think you've been in love: I think so, apparently there is some doubt.
-- Want to go to college: I'd like to go BACK to University.
-- Liked high school: Sure, parts of it anyway.
-- Want to get married: Eventually.
-- Believe in yourself: No.
-- Get motion sickness: Only as a passenger in a car.
-- Think you're attractive: My eyes... My smile. Otherwise, not so much.
-- Think you're a health freak: About some things.
-- Get along with your parent(s): Sometimes.
-- Like thunderstorms: Sometimes.
-- Play an instrument: Clarinet, enough Piano to get by (it's something I'd like to learn).
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yes.
-- Smoked: Cigar.
-- Done a drug: No.
-- Made Out: Yes.
-- Gone on a date: Yes.
-- Gone to the mall?: Yes... the joys of working in one.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No.
-- Eaten sushi: Yes.
-- Been on stage: No.
-- Been dumped: No.
-- Gone skating: No.
-- Made homemade cookies: Yes.
-- Gone skinny dipping: No.
-- Dyed your hair: Yes.
-- Stolen Anything: No.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Define "extremely"... Probably not.
-- Been caught "doing something": No.
-- Been called a tease: Yes.
-- Gotten beaten up: Yes.
-- Shoplifted: No.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Yes.
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: By/before 30.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2, no idea.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Winter. Happy. Beautiful. Not sure otherwise.
-- How do you want to die: when it's my time.
-- Where you want to go to college: UBC or U of C.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A teacher, a wife, a mother.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Russia and Australia.
LAYER NINE:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: One.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: Four or five.
-- Number of CDs that I own: Quite a few.
-- Number of piercings: Six.
-- Number of tattoos: One.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: A few.
-- Number of scars on my body: three or four major ones, a few little ones.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing, I think that if you regret things you do, you don't like who you are. Everything that happens shapes who you are.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Quiz thing-er stolen from April
Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.
If you can't think of any, use your recent wall posts.
1. Mike F
2. April
3. Mike P
4. Kristyn
5. Matt R
6. Tiffany K
7. Brityn
8. Randi
9. John A
10. Adrian
11. Adrienne
12. Erin H
13. Dana
14. Cory
15. Emily
16. Laurie
17. Kurtis
18. Jennifer N
19. Nathan
20. Laura M
THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
Through TEC
• What would you do if you had never met 6?
I'd be sad, she's such a sweetie.
• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
I would be very shocked, since they are both women and one is already married with children and there is a large age difference between them, but I guess I would be happy for them.
• Did you even like 9?
Sometimes... It's a love-hate relationship at times.
• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes.
• Describe 8?
She's awesome. She is a true friend and is supportive, even when she's having a bad day. She is outgoing and upbeat and always tells it like it is!
• Do you like 12?
Yes. :) She's my name twin. :)
• Tell me something about 17?
He's an amazing friend.
• What's 7's favorite color?
No idea, I know she wears a lot of black but I'd probably guess pink...?
• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
I would be glad that I'm dating him...
• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
Talked, a month and a bit ago, we texted up until last week when she went to Vancouver.
• How do you think 19 feels about you?
I think he thinks I'm annoying. And bitchy at times.
• What language does 13 speak?
English? Not sure otherwise...
• What grade is 16 in?
Grades K-6... She's a school principal.
• What is 5's favorite style of music?
Not entirely sure, I've listened to Country and Christian Rock mainly in his car and such!
• Would you ever date 3?
No, he's too good a friend.
• Is 11 single?
Nope.
• What is 10's last name?
Van Wiltenburg
• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
lol, no, she's dating my brother.
• Where does 18 live?
At her parents in the SW
• What do you think about 20?
She's an awesome person and I don't see her nearly enough!
• What is the best thing about 4?
Her personality and the person she has become over time.
• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
Dude, we need to go for drinks.
• How did you meet 9?
He was born?
• What is the best thing about 2?
Her unpredictable personality. :)
• Are you going to know 3 forever?
Seems like it! :)
If you can't think of any, use your recent wall posts.
1. Mike F
2. April
3. Mike P
4. Kristyn
5. Matt R
6. Tiffany K
7. Brityn
8. Randi
9. John A
10. Adrian
11. Adrienne
12. Erin H
13. Dana
14. Cory
15. Emily
16. Laurie
17. Kurtis
18. Jennifer N
19. Nathan
20. Laura M
THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
Through TEC
• What would you do if you had never met 6?
I'd be sad, she's such a sweetie.
• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
I would be very shocked, since they are both women and one is already married with children and there is a large age difference between them, but I guess I would be happy for them.
• Did you even like 9?
Sometimes... It's a love-hate relationship at times.
• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes.
• Describe 8?
She's awesome. She is a true friend and is supportive, even when she's having a bad day. She is outgoing and upbeat and always tells it like it is!
• Do you like 12?
Yes. :) She's my name twin. :)
• Tell me something about 17?
He's an amazing friend.
• What's 7's favorite color?
No idea, I know she wears a lot of black but I'd probably guess pink...?
• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
I would be glad that I'm dating him...
• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
Talked, a month and a bit ago, we texted up until last week when she went to Vancouver.
• How do you think 19 feels about you?
I think he thinks I'm annoying. And bitchy at times.
• What language does 13 speak?
English? Not sure otherwise...
• What grade is 16 in?
Grades K-6... She's a school principal.
• What is 5's favorite style of music?
Not entirely sure, I've listened to Country and Christian Rock mainly in his car and such!
• Would you ever date 3?
No, he's too good a friend.
• Is 11 single?
Nope.
• What is 10's last name?
Van Wiltenburg
• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
lol, no, she's dating my brother.
• Where does 18 live?
At her parents in the SW
• What do you think about 20?
She's an awesome person and I don't see her nearly enough!
• What is the best thing about 4?
Her personality and the person she has become over time.
• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
Dude, we need to go for drinks.
• How did you meet 9?
He was born?
• What is the best thing about 2?
Her unpredictable personality. :)
• Are you going to know 3 forever?
Seems like it! :)
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Kelly did this first...
1. If you were going to marry your boyfriend what would your name be?
Erin? :P
2. What did you do this afternoon?
Washed my truck, went shopping, went for a drive in the country with Mike
3. When do you plan on having kids or your next kid?
About 5 years or so
4. Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?
Yes
5. Can you take a bra off with one hand?
Yes
6. What's your favourite food?
Anything Pasta
7. Can you use chopsticks?
Yes, I'm not pro tho
8. How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
Ask my mom? She would know, I don't
9. Were you a hyper or mellow kid?
Depends on what I was doing and where I was at the time
10. Why did you throw up last?
No idea.
11. When was the last time you were drunk?
My 26th birthday
12. Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
No, but I'd love to go to New York
13. How many e-mail addresses do you have?
I have 4.
14. Do you HAVE to have brand name stuff?
Nope but I do have a few things that are
15. Last time you washed your hair?
Yesterday
16. Do you like Oreos?
Yes?
17. What time do you usually wake up?
Depends on the day
18. Do you send out Thank-You cards?
Sometimes
19. Can you ice skate?
Ummm... I plead the fifth
20. Do you know how to change a diaper?
Yes
21. Do you flip people off while driving?
No, but I'm known for yelling at stupid people
22. What car do you drive?
A Dodge Dakota
23. What websites do you visit regularly?
facebook, hotmail, popcap, youtube
24. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
I think no one can really answer that question until they're in that situation... (I agree)
25. What do you eat for breakfast?
Fruit or cereal or yogurt...
26. Do you keep a planner?
Yes, do I update it? Not all the time
27. What are you wearing exactly?
Black sweat pants and a grey t-shirt
28. Would you ever pierce your nose?
Been there, done that
29. Do you see yourself married within the next five years?
Maybe, who knows what the future holds
30. Do you like to grocery shop?
Yes
31. What kind of mood are you in?
The "I need sleep but I have too much going on in my head" mood
32. Last time you cleaned?
Earlier today
33. Do you do your own laundry?
yes, but my mom and I share the job for both of our clothes
34. Do you go tanning?
No, I used to; I need to again, I have a vitamin D deficiency
35. Has someone close to you passed away this past year?
No
36. Do you take out the trash?
Yes
37. Do you have any pets?
Yes
38. What's the best part about being single?
No idea?
39. Do you watch "The Hills"?
Nope
40. Last CD you played?
Rock 'n' Roll Jesus by Kid Rock
41. What did you do last Saturday night?
Worked, went to a movie and karaoke/dinner with my mom and hung out with Mike
42. What is the theme of your bedroom?
Bedroom?
43. What jewelry do you wear?
A ring or two, my nose stud (or a retainer), sometimes a pair of earrings or two, sometimes a necklace or the bracelet Mike got me
44. Last thing someone bought for you?
Dinner earlier
45. What are you going to do now?
Do another one of these and then sleep...
46. Have you seen a sunflower in real life before?
Yes
47. Do you buy those 98 cent boxes of cake mix or make a cake from scratch?
I buy the one's that are $3.49 or whatever...
48. Do you conform to the traditional role of your gender?
In some ways
49. What is the brand of the eyelash curler you use?
Revlon
50. Would you rather wax or thread your eyebrows?
Either
51. What's the biggest turn on in the opposite sex?
Intelligence, sense of humor, good personality in general
52. What's the biggest turn off in the opposite sex?
Egocentricity, bad body odor, bad breath
53. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Height (I'm uber picky!) and eyes
54. Do you brush your teeth before or after you eat?
After
55. On your birthday, do you buy yourself a present?
No
56. What's your biggest pet peeve?
People who are smart and act dumb
57. Name someone who craves for attention:
Who doesn't at some point or another
58. What languages do you wish you can speak?
Russian
59. Have you ever eaten frog before?
Yes
60. How would you describe your political views?
Neutral
61. What's something everyone knows about you?
I love the colour pink
62. Is anyone thinking about you right now?
lol, no?
63. If you could transport yourself back to an era in time, what would it be?
1800's, the dresses were awesome
64. Where would you fall in love if given the choice?
Where? This is an odd question...
65. Do you have any regrets in life?
Nope, I don't believe in dwelling in the past
66. What would you like to be in ten years?
A teacher
67. The death penalty, are you for it or against it?
I think it is depends on what the situation is
68. Do you ride the public transportation buses?
Not anymore
69. Don't you think Dr. Phil's show is a waste of an hour?
Depends on the topic
70. Do you enjoy your job?
Sometimes
71. Have you ever screamed in your sleep?
Ask someone who has slept in the same room as me?
72. How many hours do you spend on homework?
None right now, I'm not in school
73. What would you do with no electricity?
Sleep
74. Do you wake up in the middle of the night for a snack?
No, unless I fall asleep without eating dinner (same here)
75. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
5 minutes to 45 minutes... Depends on where I'm going...
76. What makes you madder than anything else?
Ignorance and hypocrisy
ARE YOU;
1. Perfect? Not even close
2. Tall? Somewhat
3. In your pajamas? Yes
4. Left handed? No
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Mike
2. Talked to on the phone: Kristyn
3. Person to text you: Randi
4. Was today better than yesterday? Yes
FAVORITE:
1. Number(s): 12, 22
2. Color(s): Yellow, Pink
3. Food: Pasta
4. Place: Anywhere warm
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
Let the dogs out
Q:Where is the last place you went?
Mike's house
Q: Do you smile often?
Yes
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
Yes
Q: Are you a friendly person?
I try!
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
On the futon
Q:Why did you sleep there?
It was comfy
Q:What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
Mmmm... I have the day off so I can sleep in!
Q:What do you hear right now?
ANTM on youtube
Q:Does anything hurt right now?
My knee
Q:What is your favourite month?
June
Real name? Erin
Nick name? Summer
Zodiac sign? Cancer/Leo
Male or female? Female
Single? No
Smart? Sometimes
Hair color? Brunette and blonde streaks (for now)
Sweats or Jeans? Jeans
Phone or nope? Phone
Drink or Smoke? Drink
Piercings? Three in one ear, two in the other, one in my nose
Tattoos? Left shoulder that Mike drew for me
Righty or lefty? Righty
FIRSTS:
First piercing? Ears
First best friend? Amelia
First award? Something for skating
First crush? No clue
First Cry? at birth?
RELATIONSHIPS:
Lips or eyes? Eyes
Shorter or taller? Taller!!!!
Romantic or spontaneous? Either/Both!
Nice stomach or nice arms? Arms... OMG, arms...
Sensitive or loud? Both
LAST TIME YOU:
Cried? Last night
Drank? Wine at Mike's
Phoned someone? Tonight
Missed someone? Today
Yelled at someone? Last week sometime
Went on a date? Tonight
Laughed so hard you cried? Last night
Danced on a bar? Never
HAVE YOU EVER :
Drank so much you couldn't remember anything the next day? Nope
Smoked pot? Yes
Skinny dipped? Yes
Smoked a cigarette? Yes
Drank bubbles? Yes
Lost glasses/contacts? Yes
Ran away from home? Yes
Broken someone's heart? Maybe?
Been arrested? No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Miracles? Yes
Santa Clause? No
Kiss on the first date? Not usually
When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? When I heard from a friend she was having issues with a guy
Erin? :P
2. What did you do this afternoon?
Washed my truck, went shopping, went for a drive in the country with Mike
3. When do you plan on having kids or your next kid?
About 5 years or so
4. Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?
Yes
5. Can you take a bra off with one hand?
Yes
6. What's your favourite food?
Anything Pasta
7. Can you use chopsticks?
Yes, I'm not pro tho
8. How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
Ask my mom? She would know, I don't
9. Were you a hyper or mellow kid?
Depends on what I was doing and where I was at the time
10. Why did you throw up last?
No idea.
11. When was the last time you were drunk?
My 26th birthday
12. Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
No, but I'd love to go to New York
13. How many e-mail addresses do you have?
I have 4.
14. Do you HAVE to have brand name stuff?
Nope but I do have a few things that are
15. Last time you washed your hair?
Yesterday
16. Do you like Oreos?
Yes?
17. What time do you usually wake up?
Depends on the day
18. Do you send out Thank-You cards?
Sometimes
19. Can you ice skate?
Ummm... I plead the fifth
20. Do you know how to change a diaper?
Yes
21. Do you flip people off while driving?
No, but I'm known for yelling at stupid people
22. What car do you drive?
A Dodge Dakota
23. What websites do you visit regularly?
facebook, hotmail, popcap, youtube
24. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
I think no one can really answer that question until they're in that situation... (I agree)
25. What do you eat for breakfast?
Fruit or cereal or yogurt...
26. Do you keep a planner?
Yes, do I update it? Not all the time
27. What are you wearing exactly?
Black sweat pants and a grey t-shirt
28. Would you ever pierce your nose?
Been there, done that
29. Do you see yourself married within the next five years?
Maybe, who knows what the future holds
30. Do you like to grocery shop?
Yes
31. What kind of mood are you in?
The "I need sleep but I have too much going on in my head" mood
32. Last time you cleaned?
Earlier today
33. Do you do your own laundry?
yes, but my mom and I share the job for both of our clothes
34. Do you go tanning?
No, I used to; I need to again, I have a vitamin D deficiency
35. Has someone close to you passed away this past year?
No
36. Do you take out the trash?
Yes
37. Do you have any pets?
Yes
38. What's the best part about being single?
No idea?
39. Do you watch "The Hills"?
Nope
40. Last CD you played?
Rock 'n' Roll Jesus by Kid Rock
41. What did you do last Saturday night?
Worked, went to a movie and karaoke/dinner with my mom and hung out with Mike
42. What is the theme of your bedroom?
Bedroom?
43. What jewelry do you wear?
A ring or two, my nose stud (or a retainer), sometimes a pair of earrings or two, sometimes a necklace or the bracelet Mike got me
44. Last thing someone bought for you?
Dinner earlier
45. What are you going to do now?
Do another one of these and then sleep...
46. Have you seen a sunflower in real life before?
Yes
47. Do you buy those 98 cent boxes of cake mix or make a cake from scratch?
I buy the one's that are $3.49 or whatever...
48. Do you conform to the traditional role of your gender?
In some ways
49. What is the brand of the eyelash curler you use?
Revlon
50. Would you rather wax or thread your eyebrows?
Either
51. What's the biggest turn on in the opposite sex?
Intelligence, sense of humor, good personality in general
52. What's the biggest turn off in the opposite sex?
Egocentricity, bad body odor, bad breath
53. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Height (I'm uber picky!) and eyes
54. Do you brush your teeth before or after you eat?
After
55. On your birthday, do you buy yourself a present?
No
56. What's your biggest pet peeve?
People who are smart and act dumb
57. Name someone who craves for attention:
Who doesn't at some point or another
58. What languages do you wish you can speak?
Russian
59. Have you ever eaten frog before?
Yes
60. How would you describe your political views?
Neutral
61. What's something everyone knows about you?
I love the colour pink
62. Is anyone thinking about you right now?
lol, no?
63. If you could transport yourself back to an era in time, what would it be?
1800's, the dresses were awesome
64. Where would you fall in love if given the choice?
Where? This is an odd question...
65. Do you have any regrets in life?
Nope, I don't believe in dwelling in the past
66. What would you like to be in ten years?
A teacher
67. The death penalty, are you for it or against it?
I think it is depends on what the situation is
68. Do you ride the public transportation buses?
Not anymore
69. Don't you think Dr. Phil's show is a waste of an hour?
Depends on the topic
70. Do you enjoy your job?
Sometimes
71. Have you ever screamed in your sleep?
Ask someone who has slept in the same room as me?
72. How many hours do you spend on homework?
None right now, I'm not in school
73. What would you do with no electricity?
Sleep
74. Do you wake up in the middle of the night for a snack?
No, unless I fall asleep without eating dinner (same here)
75. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
5 minutes to 45 minutes... Depends on where I'm going...
76. What makes you madder than anything else?
Ignorance and hypocrisy
ARE YOU;
1. Perfect? Not even close
2. Tall? Somewhat
3. In your pajamas? Yes
4. Left handed? No
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Mike
2. Talked to on the phone: Kristyn
3. Person to text you: Randi
4. Was today better than yesterday? Yes
FAVORITE:
1. Number(s): 12, 22
2. Color(s): Yellow, Pink
3. Food: Pasta
4. Place: Anywhere warm
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
Let the dogs out
Q:Where is the last place you went?
Mike's house
Q: Do you smile often?
Yes
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
Yes
Q: Are you a friendly person?
I try!
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
On the futon
Q:Why did you sleep there?
It was comfy
Q:What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
Mmmm... I have the day off so I can sleep in!
Q:What do you hear right now?
ANTM on youtube
Q:Does anything hurt right now?
My knee
Q:What is your favourite month?
June
Real name? Erin
Nick name? Summer
Zodiac sign? Cancer/Leo
Male or female? Female
Single? No
Smart? Sometimes
Hair color? Brunette and blonde streaks (for now)
Sweats or Jeans? Jeans
Phone or nope? Phone
Drink or Smoke? Drink
Piercings? Three in one ear, two in the other, one in my nose
Tattoos? Left shoulder that Mike drew for me
Righty or lefty? Righty
FIRSTS:
First piercing? Ears
First best friend? Amelia
First award? Something for skating
First crush? No clue
First Cry? at birth?
RELATIONSHIPS:
Lips or eyes? Eyes
Shorter or taller? Taller!!!!
Romantic or spontaneous? Either/Both!
Nice stomach or nice arms? Arms... OMG, arms...
Sensitive or loud? Both
LAST TIME YOU:
Cried? Last night
Drank? Wine at Mike's
Phoned someone? Tonight
Missed someone? Today
Yelled at someone? Last week sometime
Went on a date? Tonight
Laughed so hard you cried? Last night
Danced on a bar? Never
HAVE YOU EVER :
Drank so much you couldn't remember anything the next day? Nope
Smoked pot? Yes
Skinny dipped? Yes
Smoked a cigarette? Yes
Drank bubbles? Yes
Lost glasses/contacts? Yes
Ran away from home? Yes
Broken someone's heart? Maybe?
Been arrested? No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Miracles? Yes
Santa Clause? No
Kiss on the first date? Not usually
When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? When I heard from a friend she was having issues with a guy
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Random Statements
All of these statements are aimed at people I know (some probably even apply to more than one person) but I am not writing who they are to/about. Those people will most likely know. I'm also not tagging anyone. (This is a variation on one of the posts that gets passed from person to person.)
1. I respect you more than you could possibly know. You have an amazing heart and a great capacity for love but I think taking time for yourself is a good idea right now.
2. I don't want to say "I told you so" but I did and I worry that it's too late.
3. Rumors and gossip aren't considered truth until there is some basis to make them true. Think about it.
4. I disagree with some of your actions recently but I would be hypocritical if I was judging you for it. I love you and I hope you know I'll be here for you no matter what.
5. I keep saying that I know how I feel but I don't know how you feel. Maybe it's better that I don't know so I can't get hurt.
6. You are driving me nuts! "Chicks before dicks" apparently doesn't apply in your world. Just remember that when the guy is an ass, your girl friends are the first ones to be there for you; as long as you haven't run them off.
7. You are incredibly talented and I am lucky to know you. I hope you will try to live up to your potential and stop letting people talk you out of doing things the way YOU want to.
8. You are incredibly malleable and that's how it should be. Don't be too serious, you're still really young!
9. If I didn't see your status change or you post on other people's walls on Facebook, I would seriously doubt your existence. Invisible much?
10. I am glad my friends like you but I am sick of losing friends because of it.
11. I won't ever forget you. You were one of my biggest supporters and I love you for that. It means more to me than you will ever know.
12. A friendship is two-sided. Not when it's convenient; always.
13. I wish I knew what was going on with you and what I did to make you turn your back on me. I'm still here if you need anything.
14. I love when we laugh until our stomachs hurt, cry until our eyes are red and puffy and argue about everything and nothing at the same time. You are the closest thing to a sister I'll ever have.
15. I wish you would stop being so picky. Things happen for a reason and I think you'll be surprised what happens when you let go.
1. I respect you more than you could possibly know. You have an amazing heart and a great capacity for love but I think taking time for yourself is a good idea right now.
2. I don't want to say "I told you so" but I did and I worry that it's too late.
3. Rumors and gossip aren't considered truth until there is some basis to make them true. Think about it.
4. I disagree with some of your actions recently but I would be hypocritical if I was judging you for it. I love you and I hope you know I'll be here for you no matter what.
5. I keep saying that I know how I feel but I don't know how you feel. Maybe it's better that I don't know so I can't get hurt.
6. You are driving me nuts! "Chicks before dicks" apparently doesn't apply in your world. Just remember that when the guy is an ass, your girl friends are the first ones to be there for you; as long as you haven't run them off.
7. You are incredibly talented and I am lucky to know you. I hope you will try to live up to your potential and stop letting people talk you out of doing things the way YOU want to.
8. You are incredibly malleable and that's how it should be. Don't be too serious, you're still really young!
9. If I didn't see your status change or you post on other people's walls on Facebook, I would seriously doubt your existence. Invisible much?
10. I am glad my friends like you but I am sick of losing friends because of it.
11. I won't ever forget you. You were one of my biggest supporters and I love you for that. It means more to me than you will ever know.
12. A friendship is two-sided. Not when it's convenient; always.
13. I wish I knew what was going on with you and what I did to make you turn your back on me. I'm still here if you need anything.
14. I love when we laugh until our stomachs hurt, cry until our eyes are red and puffy and argue about everything and nothing at the same time. You are the closest thing to a sister I'll ever have.
15. I wish you would stop being so picky. Things happen for a reason and I think you'll be surprised what happens when you let go.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Thankful
So, I was thinking about all of the things I am thankful for. My mom and I were actually talking about it and she said that I should concentrate on the good things, no matter how small they seem/are. I made a bit of a list...
I'm thankful for:
~ My Friends
~ Mike
~ My mom and brother
~ My job(s)
~ The people I work with
~ Time off
~ Cold nights and hot chocolate
~ Walking in the dark
~ Playgrounds at midnight (or later)
~ Stargazing
~ Swimming pools
~ Hot tubs
~ Singing
~ Music
~ Movies
~ Books
~ Denny's (some people know what I mean!)
~ Little sister(s)
~ Nieces and nephews
~ Children in general
~ Incredible opportunities
~ Education
~ Pictures
~ Scrapbooking
~ Text messaging
Anyone that I haven't talked to/seen recently may think this list is odd. And some of these things could probably be grouped together. But in the long run, it's becoming the small things in my life that truly make me happy... Going swimming with friends, singing karaoke on a Friday or Saturday night, going to a movie, cuddling with Mike, shopping with Tiffany, visiting with Kristyn, Heather, Kylee and Deryk, and so on.
I haven't felt like I have a lot to be thankful for... With the crap with my dad and my health not always being the greatest, I felt a little like things might be a tad hopeless. Now looking at this list makes me realize that there is SO much more to life and that the possibilities/opportunities are endless!
My plan in the next little while is to reconnect with people I haven't seen or talked to in a while. I know that part of the reason I was feeling like things were somewhat hopeless is that the group I had been a part of and had a niche in isn't really a group anymore. I miss seeing my friends who are in new relationships or are newly engaged/married. I look forward to seeing their new homes and hearing about how life is going. And for those people who just had babies, I look forward to meeting the newest addition to your family. I'm pretty good at being the "cool aunt"! :)
I'm thankful for:
~ My Friends
~ Mike
~ My mom and brother
~ My job(s)
~ The people I work with
~ Time off
~ Cold nights and hot chocolate
~ Walking in the dark
~ Playgrounds at midnight (or later)
~ Stargazing
~ Swimming pools
~ Hot tubs
~ Singing
~ Music
~ Movies
~ Books
~ Denny's (some people know what I mean!)
~ Little sister(s)
~ Nieces and nephews
~ Children in general
~ Incredible opportunities
~ Education
~ Pictures
~ Scrapbooking
~ Text messaging
Anyone that I haven't talked to/seen recently may think this list is odd. And some of these things could probably be grouped together. But in the long run, it's becoming the small things in my life that truly make me happy... Going swimming with friends, singing karaoke on a Friday or Saturday night, going to a movie, cuddling with Mike, shopping with Tiffany, visiting with Kristyn, Heather, Kylee and Deryk, and so on.
I haven't felt like I have a lot to be thankful for... With the crap with my dad and my health not always being the greatest, I felt a little like things might be a tad hopeless. Now looking at this list makes me realize that there is SO much more to life and that the possibilities/opportunities are endless!
My plan in the next little while is to reconnect with people I haven't seen or talked to in a while. I know that part of the reason I was feeling like things were somewhat hopeless is that the group I had been a part of and had a niche in isn't really a group anymore. I miss seeing my friends who are in new relationships or are newly engaged/married. I look forward to seeing their new homes and hearing about how life is going. And for those people who just had babies, I look forward to meeting the newest addition to your family. I'm pretty good at being the "cool aunt"! :)
Sunday, September 28, 2008
My night tonight...
I've had a rotten couple of days and I'm at the point that running away/screaming until I have no voice left seem like the only options left.
I've been made to feel as though I am unimportant at work, to supposed friends, and by the general people around me. The look of "WHO do YOU think YOU are?" is something I hate and I'm sick of the drama some people create and expect to drag me into. I'm not in HS anymore and that mentality is driving me bananas! If someone if having a problem, I'm the type of person who will be there for them and will listen if they need to talk. But blaming the problems on me when I'm not involved isn't fair to me, nor does it help the situation.
So, tonight... I got off work and was planning on heading for Karouzo's/Titan's. I was in the mood to have a couple of drinks and sing. I got off work, went home, met Tiff and called Kurt. Our original plan was that my mom would drive us over to the bar and Mike would pick us up when he was off work. I arrived home and my mom wasn't there. She also wasn't answering her cell phone. So after trying the cell(s) a couple of times on the way across town and when I got home, I called one of her friends to find out if she had been heard from in the last (approximately) 2 hours since she had last called me. No one knew where she was so I went in to let the dogs out and wait to hear back from her.
Now, this is where things get a little weirder.
She called me around quarter to 10 to say she was at the house in the N.E. and was waiting for my dad to come back out of the house. My aunt had signed him out of the hospital on a day pass and he needed to drop some stuff off at the house before he went back to the hospital. He'd been in and out of the house and the motor-home and the truck/camper a few times. Mom had been on her way back across town when he called and asked if she had keys to the lawnmower she had moved for him earlier in the week. She drove back over to give him the keys. Sometime after that, she was standing outside talking to my aunt and my aunt mentioned she hadn't seen him in a while. So, mom went to go inside and see where he was. She couldn't get through the front door because he had it barricaded. She called me and asked what she should do and I told her she had a couple of options. First, call the hospital and see what they're strategy/opinion would be or second, call the police. She called the hospital (as did I) and the nurse said that as he's a committed patient, he is their responsibility. She called the police.
Here's where things get a little more nuts... I now have Tiffany with me, she met me at my house. I call Kurt and ask him to head over and make sure mom's ok. Tiff and I head across town. I get a call from the CPS and the nurse at the Foothills on my way across town. We arrive to three cop cars, 6 officers, my mom and Kurt all standing outside the house. We parked across the street for almost half an hour and then mom was asked to go elsewhere, not too far and they'd let her know what was happening. Now, I'm not sure exactly what the protocol/policy is for a situation like this one but apparently the police checked to see if he was in the motor-home first. Mom gave them a key and it was empty; he wasn't in there. Then, they are walking around the house with flashlights (did I mention that Leeza and Cleo are in the backyard and are going nuts?) and knocking on the doors and windows, trying to see him. They couldn't break in without my mom' permission and some form from the hospital so one of the officers drove to the Foothills to get the paperwork and the others kind of hung out, still scanning the house with flashlights. My understanding is that they needed the paperwork and potentially the TAC team, if available. Mike called sometime during all of this and I gave him directions to where I was and when he got there my mom filled him in. The four of us had been freezing so I went to Timmy's for coffee, etc. for all of us.
Eventually, the officer with the paperwork came back and the TAC team wasn't available so they were going in. We couldn't see how they got onto the roof but the next thing we know we can hear glass smashing and the flashlights going into one of the upstairs windows. Shouts of "Calgary Police" could be heard down the block. Mom and I were both already shaking at that point and I think (for me anyway), it made it worse. They were in there what seemed like a long time... In reality it was about 20 minutes so it was longer than expected. This is now almost 2 hours since I arrived with Tiff.
Finally, an officer came over to fill us in. He said they had scanned the entire house and had found him "hiding at the back of a closet in the basement." I have to admit, I haven't lived in the house for 8 or 9 years but I was puzzled. There are no closets in the basement... I realized a couple of minutes later that he must have been in the cold room in the far, back corner of the basement. He was escorted out in handcuffs and seated in the back of a police car. My mom told me to get out because he'd blame me first off and she said I didn't need that. She was right, I don't. We agreed to meet at Denny's ASAP and Mike, Tiff and I left. Kurt and Mom went back over to see what was going on with the house.
The damage was pretty minimal, all things considered. The front door frame is slightly busted but nothing that some wood glue and a clamp can't fix. The upstairs window is going to need to be replaced. Mom is supposed to take a video camera in to take a video of how the place looks so the psychiatrist and we were told that the police are concerned about the animal being outside so we need to figure out where to take them ASAP. Mom is going to look into her options in the morning.
We did go to Denny's. I called mom's friend and filled her in as well as texted my brother. He knew bits and pieces; we'd been phoning him all night about random things that were happening. When Mom and Kurt showed up, Mike left. I drove Tiff home and I'm just home. I work tomorrow from 9:30-6 and I'm not necessarily feeling like it is my best choice to be there. But I need SOMETHING to keep my mind off of things.
As bad as it sounds, I'm numb. To the point that I don't care what happens to him anymore. My Mom doesn't deserve the way he is treating her or people in general and none of his family seems to get how sick he actually is. We're told that we're blowing things out of proportion. I didn't know that my dad weighing in at 125 pounds, wearing a army fatigue-print cowboy hat and driving around in a motor-home that is labeled:
Midnight Cowboy
J.G. Androsoff Farms Inc.
Alberta/B.C.
Along with home and cell numbers on it was blowing it out of proportion. Or, the 16 vehicles he has "acquired" since June. For us, that's the reality. People who haven't seen him in a while would be SHOCKED at how he looks! But the offer of support? Non-existent.
I hope he can get some help in the hospital. But I also don't know how I feel about him being released back into society again. Thus far, since he got out in June, he's worse than when he went into hospital in February. Then again, he now has a grudge and seems to have a need for payback that wasn't evident before. Either way, it's scary.
I've been made to feel as though I am unimportant at work, to supposed friends, and by the general people around me. The look of "WHO do YOU think YOU are?" is something I hate and I'm sick of the drama some people create and expect to drag me into. I'm not in HS anymore and that mentality is driving me bananas! If someone if having a problem, I'm the type of person who will be there for them and will listen if they need to talk. But blaming the problems on me when I'm not involved isn't fair to me, nor does it help the situation.
So, tonight... I got off work and was planning on heading for Karouzo's/Titan's. I was in the mood to have a couple of drinks and sing. I got off work, went home, met Tiff and called Kurt. Our original plan was that my mom would drive us over to the bar and Mike would pick us up when he was off work. I arrived home and my mom wasn't there. She also wasn't answering her cell phone. So after trying the cell(s) a couple of times on the way across town and when I got home, I called one of her friends to find out if she had been heard from in the last (approximately) 2 hours since she had last called me. No one knew where she was so I went in to let the dogs out and wait to hear back from her.
Now, this is where things get a little weirder.
She called me around quarter to 10 to say she was at the house in the N.E. and was waiting for my dad to come back out of the house. My aunt had signed him out of the hospital on a day pass and he needed to drop some stuff off at the house before he went back to the hospital. He'd been in and out of the house and the motor-home and the truck/camper a few times. Mom had been on her way back across town when he called and asked if she had keys to the lawnmower she had moved for him earlier in the week. She drove back over to give him the keys. Sometime after that, she was standing outside talking to my aunt and my aunt mentioned she hadn't seen him in a while. So, mom went to go inside and see where he was. She couldn't get through the front door because he had it barricaded. She called me and asked what she should do and I told her she had a couple of options. First, call the hospital and see what they're strategy/opinion would be or second, call the police. She called the hospital (as did I) and the nurse said that as he's a committed patient, he is their responsibility. She called the police.
Here's where things get a little more nuts... I now have Tiffany with me, she met me at my house. I call Kurt and ask him to head over and make sure mom's ok. Tiff and I head across town. I get a call from the CPS and the nurse at the Foothills on my way across town. We arrive to three cop cars, 6 officers, my mom and Kurt all standing outside the house. We parked across the street for almost half an hour and then mom was asked to go elsewhere, not too far and they'd let her know what was happening. Now, I'm not sure exactly what the protocol/policy is for a situation like this one but apparently the police checked to see if he was in the motor-home first. Mom gave them a key and it was empty; he wasn't in there. Then, they are walking around the house with flashlights (did I mention that Leeza and Cleo are in the backyard and are going nuts?) and knocking on the doors and windows, trying to see him. They couldn't break in without my mom' permission and some form from the hospital so one of the officers drove to the Foothills to get the paperwork and the others kind of hung out, still scanning the house with flashlights. My understanding is that they needed the paperwork and potentially the TAC team, if available. Mike called sometime during all of this and I gave him directions to where I was and when he got there my mom filled him in. The four of us had been freezing so I went to Timmy's for coffee, etc. for all of us.
Eventually, the officer with the paperwork came back and the TAC team wasn't available so they were going in. We couldn't see how they got onto the roof but the next thing we know we can hear glass smashing and the flashlights going into one of the upstairs windows. Shouts of "Calgary Police" could be heard down the block. Mom and I were both already shaking at that point and I think (for me anyway), it made it worse. They were in there what seemed like a long time... In reality it was about 20 minutes so it was longer than expected. This is now almost 2 hours since I arrived with Tiff.
Finally, an officer came over to fill us in. He said they had scanned the entire house and had found him "hiding at the back of a closet in the basement." I have to admit, I haven't lived in the house for 8 or 9 years but I was puzzled. There are no closets in the basement... I realized a couple of minutes later that he must have been in the cold room in the far, back corner of the basement. He was escorted out in handcuffs and seated in the back of a police car. My mom told me to get out because he'd blame me first off and she said I didn't need that. She was right, I don't. We agreed to meet at Denny's ASAP and Mike, Tiff and I left. Kurt and Mom went back over to see what was going on with the house.
The damage was pretty minimal, all things considered. The front door frame is slightly busted but nothing that some wood glue and a clamp can't fix. The upstairs window is going to need to be replaced. Mom is supposed to take a video camera in to take a video of how the place looks so the psychiatrist and we were told that the police are concerned about the animal being outside so we need to figure out where to take them ASAP. Mom is going to look into her options in the morning.
We did go to Denny's. I called mom's friend and filled her in as well as texted my brother. He knew bits and pieces; we'd been phoning him all night about random things that were happening. When Mom and Kurt showed up, Mike left. I drove Tiff home and I'm just home. I work tomorrow from 9:30-6 and I'm not necessarily feeling like it is my best choice to be there. But I need SOMETHING to keep my mind off of things.
As bad as it sounds, I'm numb. To the point that I don't care what happens to him anymore. My Mom doesn't deserve the way he is treating her or people in general and none of his family seems to get how sick he actually is. We're told that we're blowing things out of proportion. I didn't know that my dad weighing in at 125 pounds, wearing a army fatigue-print cowboy hat and driving around in a motor-home that is labeled:
Midnight Cowboy
J.G. Androsoff Farms Inc.
Alberta/B.C.
Along with home and cell numbers on it was blowing it out of proportion. Or, the 16 vehicles he has "acquired" since June. For us, that's the reality. People who haven't seen him in a while would be SHOCKED at how he looks! But the offer of support? Non-existent.
I hope he can get some help in the hospital. But I also don't know how I feel about him being released back into society again. Thus far, since he got out in June, he's worse than when he went into hospital in February. Then again, he now has a grudge and seems to have a need for payback that wasn't evident before. Either way, it's scary.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Originally posted by Taryn
Go to urbandictionary. com, and type in your answer to each question in the search box. Only use the first page.
(We all know it's the most academically sound compilation of lexicon in the scholarly community)
1. Your name? Erin
-- The Beautiful, exotic island of Ireland. Erin is peaceful is calm.
2. Nickname? Summer
-- A very hot season, or a beautiful name for a girl. :) The moment that every child, adolescent, teenager, and college student awaits. It's supposed to be a time of rest, relaxation, vacation, and absolute fun. A quirky girl whose beauty and spirit are only matched by her vivacious sex drive. she is always willing to have fun. Black men love her curves....as well as every other horny guy on the face of the earth. A young girl who is friendly and sweet. Yet deep down, she explodes with agressive qualities and amazing talent. This vivacous blond has phenomonal friends who care for her unconditionaly.
Noun. In the United States, summer is used to reduce American high school shootings and increase illegal drug usage and partying. High school students would see this as education refuge due to the fact that summer is mainly the universal choice for education break and because school is the governments pathetic excuse to keep the kids away from parents who should be working and paying unreasonable amounts of taxes, bearing in mind that there are still people who graduate that are dumbshits, or in worst cases are most unfortunately stupider than before. Summer is also the reason why Canada sucks and Africa rules, seeing that the Northern part of the Americas is usually inherits a colder climate.
Pronoun. A girl's name
Meteorology. Summer usually has the longest sunny days of the year. In certain parts of the world (like Finland) there are times when the sun doesn’t set entirely. Summer quite literally, is the point in time of year (depending on where you are in the world) that the climate is warmest. A season of the year that is defined as beginning in June, and ending in September in the Northern Hemisphere. In the Southern Hemisphere, summer begins in December and ends in March.
3. Relationship status: Single
-- When you are currently not in a relationship with a significant other.
4. Describe your best friend as: Amber
-- An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.
1. girls name - currently 102nd most popular name in the US
2. a fossilized resin
3. an attractive -sometimes seen as provocative- but mainly meant to be a pretty girl
4. for all those people -usually girls- who don't fit into usual groups like punk, emo, goth etc, generally different but in a good way
5. What should you be doing: Studying
-- A blend of the words "student" and "dying," used to convey the slow and painful methods schools use to corrupt the youth into socio-economic puppets.
6. Favorite food: Pasta
-- One of the most good, healthy, handy, inexpansive food ever.
7. Home State: Alberta
-- The Texas of the North
8. The best things in life are ____ (finish the sentence): Artistic
-- Being artsy or having the ability to create art in the form of paintings, songs, dance, etc.
9. One word to describe yourself: Ashwini
-- to be discreet and quiet at times, but surprisingly wild, funny and outgoing at other times.
(We all know it's the most academically sound compilation of lexicon in the scholarly community)
1. Your name? Erin
-- The Beautiful, exotic island of Ireland. Erin is peaceful is calm.
2. Nickname? Summer
-- A very hot season, or a beautiful name for a girl. :) The moment that every child, adolescent, teenager, and college student awaits. It's supposed to be a time of rest, relaxation, vacation, and absolute fun. A quirky girl whose beauty and spirit are only matched by her vivacious sex drive. she is always willing to have fun. Black men love her curves....as well as every other horny guy on the face of the earth. A young girl who is friendly and sweet. Yet deep down, she explodes with agressive qualities and amazing talent. This vivacous blond has phenomonal friends who care for her unconditionaly.
Noun. In the United States, summer is used to reduce American high school shootings and increase illegal drug usage and partying. High school students would see this as education refuge due to the fact that summer is mainly the universal choice for education break and because school is the governments pathetic excuse to keep the kids away from parents who should be working and paying unreasonable amounts of taxes, bearing in mind that there are still people who graduate that are dumbshits, or in worst cases are most unfortunately stupider than before. Summer is also the reason why Canada sucks and Africa rules, seeing that the Northern part of the Americas is usually inherits a colder climate.
Pronoun. A girl's name
Meteorology. Summer usually has the longest sunny days of the year. In certain parts of the world (like Finland) there are times when the sun doesn’t set entirely. Summer quite literally, is the point in time of year (depending on where you are in the world) that the climate is warmest. A season of the year that is defined as beginning in June, and ending in September in the Northern Hemisphere. In the Southern Hemisphere, summer begins in December and ends in March.
3. Relationship status: Single
-- When you are currently not in a relationship with a significant other.
4. Describe your best friend as: Amber
-- An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.
1. girls name - currently 102nd most popular name in the US
2. a fossilized resin
3. an attractive -sometimes seen as provocative- but mainly meant to be a pretty girl
4. for all those people -usually girls- who don't fit into usual groups like punk, emo, goth etc, generally different but in a good way
5. What should you be doing: Studying
-- A blend of the words "student" and "dying," used to convey the slow and painful methods schools use to corrupt the youth into socio-economic puppets.
6. Favorite food: Pasta
-- One of the most good, healthy, handy, inexpansive food ever.
7. Home State: Alberta
-- The Texas of the North
8. The best things in life are ____ (finish the sentence): Artistic
-- Being artsy or having the ability to create art in the form of paintings, songs, dance, etc.
9. One word to describe yourself: Ashwini
-- to be discreet and quiet at times, but surprisingly wild, funny and outgoing at other times.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Karaoke
Tonight, we went to Amber's for a movie night with the NELY group. Marshall, Amy, James, Amber, Ben and I were there and had a ton of fun! We watched "Aristocats" and "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" and played UNO. It was SO much fun!!!
Afterwards, Amber and Ben and I decided to go out.
Thing is, I haven't sung in public in a VERY long time and I decided that because we were bored, we should go to Karouzo's. It's now called Titan's but I haven't been there in a few years and the sign on the building still says Karouzo's. I have to admit, I'm sure that it's like 54 in Lethbridge, which used to be called "the Goose" or something. It does make me feel old to realize that I'm going to be a "it was called and will always be" kind of person.
Anyway, so we went to Karouzo's and the other two got drinks, I had my Sprite and looked through the book of songs for a while before deciding to do one that I haven't sung in years... When I was just out of HS, Kristyn, Martha, Jason, Raymond and I used to hang out at Coyote's in the N.E. whether Kris or Raymond was working or not. Martha used to ask me to sing "These Boots are Made for Walking" by Nancy Sinatra. So, I decided that if I was going to sing anything, I would choose a genre or a time period and stick with it. lol, so, I chose "before my time" as a time period and ended up singing three songs. I did "Boots" then "I Will Survive" and then "If I Had a Hammer." It was an interesting combination.
After the first one, Amber and I went to the bar to buy drinks and the bartender asked me my name. So, I told him and then he told me that there was someone wanting to buy my table a round of drinks because I was such an amazing singer. I thought he was kidding me... Until he began to pour us almost anything we asked for. He and Amber and I did a shot of JD and then I got my Sprite and a Bottle Cap, Amber got her Rye and Coke, Ben's Rum and Coke and another shot. I think we only paid for one of the drinks, otherwise everything else ended up being covered. It was SO weird...
Another odd thing... People were getting up dancing during my songs. I mean, sure, I chose some more upbeat songs... But I'm not used to that kind of reaction. One girl grabbed me when I was walking back to my table to tell me she "loves that song!" and "you did a good job!" I found out later that she wanted to sing it and was kind of pissed that I did it. But I did ask the guy who leads it if anyone else had done or was going to do it and he said no.
I had fun with "I Will Survive" and when I looked up, Amber had been about to go order us food. I look at the table, she's not there. I look at the bar, she's not there either. I look at the people dancing in front of me and there's Amber! She's dancing with this guy, "Johnny"!!! I thought, "What the heck is she doing???" He came back and sat with us (kinda) and apparently had a hard time with the lyrics of some of the songs that were being sung.
During the last song, I was uber nervous. I've never sung it anywhere other than in my car and it has some interesting leaps and such. I had fun though, once I got over my nerves. Amber and Johnny danced the last song too... He was pretty hammered...
Afterwards, I drove Ben home and then took Amber home and stopped to visit with Amy and Jade. The four of us were sprawled all over Jade's bed and we told them about our night. It was awesome!
I haven't had that much fun in a long time and I'm glad we had the night out to unwind!
Afterwards, Amber and Ben and I decided to go out.
Thing is, I haven't sung in public in a VERY long time and I decided that because we were bored, we should go to Karouzo's. It's now called Titan's but I haven't been there in a few years and the sign on the building still says Karouzo's. I have to admit, I'm sure that it's like 54 in Lethbridge, which used to be called "the Goose" or something. It does make me feel old to realize that I'm going to be a "it was called and will always be" kind of person.
Anyway, so we went to Karouzo's and the other two got drinks, I had my Sprite and looked through the book of songs for a while before deciding to do one that I haven't sung in years... When I was just out of HS, Kristyn, Martha, Jason, Raymond and I used to hang out at Coyote's in the N.E. whether Kris or Raymond was working or not. Martha used to ask me to sing "These Boots are Made for Walking" by Nancy Sinatra. So, I decided that if I was going to sing anything, I would choose a genre or a time period and stick with it. lol, so, I chose "before my time" as a time period and ended up singing three songs. I did "Boots" then "I Will Survive" and then "If I Had a Hammer." It was an interesting combination.
After the first one, Amber and I went to the bar to buy drinks and the bartender asked me my name. So, I told him and then he told me that there was someone wanting to buy my table a round of drinks because I was such an amazing singer. I thought he was kidding me... Until he began to pour us almost anything we asked for. He and Amber and I did a shot of JD and then I got my Sprite and a Bottle Cap, Amber got her Rye and Coke, Ben's Rum and Coke and another shot. I think we only paid for one of the drinks, otherwise everything else ended up being covered. It was SO weird...
Another odd thing... People were getting up dancing during my songs. I mean, sure, I chose some more upbeat songs... But I'm not used to that kind of reaction. One girl grabbed me when I was walking back to my table to tell me she "loves that song!" and "you did a good job!" I found out later that she wanted to sing it and was kind of pissed that I did it. But I did ask the guy who leads it if anyone else had done or was going to do it and he said no.
I had fun with "I Will Survive" and when I looked up, Amber had been about to go order us food. I look at the table, she's not there. I look at the bar, she's not there either. I look at the people dancing in front of me and there's Amber! She's dancing with this guy, "Johnny"!!! I thought, "What the heck is she doing???" He came back and sat with us (kinda) and apparently had a hard time with the lyrics of some of the songs that were being sung.
During the last song, I was uber nervous. I've never sung it anywhere other than in my car and it has some interesting leaps and such. I had fun though, once I got over my nerves. Amber and Johnny danced the last song too... He was pretty hammered...
Afterwards, I drove Ben home and then took Amber home and stopped to visit with Amy and Jade. The four of us were sprawled all over Jade's bed and we told them about our night. It was awesome!
I haven't had that much fun in a long time and I'm glad we had the night out to unwind!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
101 posts...
So, Britney did this and some of the questions made me laugh... I also had some stuff I wanted to write about so I don't expect anyone to really read this, I am just writing for me... It's something I haven't done in a while.
1. Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?
No.
2. When was the last time you saw the last person you kissed?
Tonight.
3. Do you lecture people about drugs?
Sometimes...
5. Have you ever kissed anyone named Tom?
No.
6. Are you in school?
Kinda.
8. Have you ever been in a relationship you weren't 100 percent sure of?
Yes.
9. Name something funny that happened this week?
Kurtis takes my phone and tells my mom that he just did two shots of syrup for $2 and it was "totally worth it!"
10. Has anyone ever told you that they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yes, they lied.
11. If you could pick the temperature of the outdoors for the rest of your life, would you?
No, although I'd prefer it to be warm over snow and junk. :(
12. Are you moody?
Sometimes... I don't think any girl isn't...
13. How many times a day do you pee?
No idea?
15. What's bothering you right now?
Feeling like a round peg in a square hole...
16. Do you delete people off of facebook?
Sometimes.
18. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I don't think people change, I think other people's perceptions change...
23. Do you get along with girls?
Sometimes.
25. Do you crack your knuckles?
Yes.
26. Do you put yourself before others?
Not as often as I should.
27. Do you like surprises?
Sometimes, it depends on what the surprise is about and what it involves.
28. Is making out fun?
lol, yes.
29. Do you have a teddy bear?
Yes. More than one. :)
31. What'd you do last night?
Spent time with friends.
32. Who was your last call from?
My mom.
33. What show did you last watch?
Nanny 911
34. Do you wear Hollister?
No.
35. Who's the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with?
Amber.
36. What's on your mind right now ?
Stuff.
37. Would you rather be with your boyfriend/girlfriend right now?
Yes.
38. Do you have family problems?
Yes.
39. Where are most people in your top friends from?
I think that application causes more problems than it is worth.
40. Does anyone like you?
Maybe?
Also stolen from Britney... :)
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your partner?
Hmmm... No comment.
How old will you be on your next birthday?
26. Holy crap.
Have you ever seen a live bat?
Does the zoo count?
Is there anything/anyone you hate?
Onions, also allergic...
Are you single?
Yes, kinda.
Do you like the color orange?
No.
Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
Most of the time.
Would you rather not drink or not sleep?
Not drink.
Have you ever seen a real redneck?
lol, yes.
Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
lol excite in which way? (I'm not clear on this either!)
What's the meaning of life?
I think this depends on the person and where they are at.
What size shoes do you wear in womens/mens?
11W. I have gargantuan feet!
What's your favorite season?
Summer.
Do you care if people talk smack about you?
Sometimes.
At what age do you want to get married?
Whenever.
How long are you on the phone daily?
Not as much as I used to be.
Sorry, I forgot to ask your name?
Erin.
Are you in a good mood?
Not right now.
Do you think people will exist forever?
Forever is an existentialist concept, therefore does it exist? Do we exist? Hmmm...
Do you believe in luck?
Sometimes.
Everything happens for a reason, right?
Yes.
Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?
Skydive, it might get me over my fear of heights!
Do you like snakes?
I don't dislike them.
Where is one place that you'd like to visit?
Australia!
Do you like waffles?
Yes.
Anything your looking forward to?
Trip to BC with my mom in a couple of weeks!
Do you have more or less than five best friends?
Less.
What would you do if the friend you talk to most stopped talking to you?
Try to find out why.
Does the number 23 have any significance to you?
No.
Be honest, do you like people in general?
Sometimes.
Big or small dogs?
Big.
Do you like Big Macs?
Yuck.
Did someone bother you today?
Yes.
What do you think about death?
it happens to everyone and you can only put it off for so long (I agree!)
Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
Yes.
Does someone love you?
I would think so.
Do you know anyone named Dave?
A few people.
Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with a R?
No.
Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
Yes.
Have you ever tried Gatorade?
Yes.
Do you think that Starbucks is expensive?
Yes.
Are you named after a family member?
No.
Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
Pass.
Are you taller than 5'6“?
Yes.
Ever see a dead body?
Yes.
Do you like the color blue?
Yes.
How are you?
Tired, upset.
Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Amber.
Last restaurant you went to?
lol, Denny's!
What is the weather like today?
Don't know, it was cloudy when I got to work and snowing when I came out...
Last voicemail you received?
My mom telling me where she was on the highway.
What did you do yesterday?
Drive back from Lethbridge, worked, went for food with people.
What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars?
Go on a LONG vacation!
How many hours did you sleep last night?
5
Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
Yes!
Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
No one. Why would anyone stalk me?
Have you ever been on your school's track team?
Yes, Shotput and Discus.
What clothes are you wearing?
Nightgown/Robe-thing.
If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
Probably be the driver...
How much money do you have, in cash?
$40ish
Do you swear at your parents?
Not at, around.
Is your phone right beside you?
Yes.
Have you cried today?
Yes.
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
No idea.
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
No.
What are the color of your bedsheets?
Purple with Tinkerbell here, pink with stripes in Lethbridge.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes.
Are you photogenic?
Sometimes.
What's your sign?
Cancer/Leo
Where do you spend most of your money?
School, transportation, clothes.
What was the last thing you spent money on?
Dinner with friends.
Do you have a tattoo?
Yes.
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
No, I'm generally at work.
Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?
Yes.
Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it?
No.
Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Yes.
What are you doing in 2008?
Applying to go to grad school, working full-time, spending time with my friends and family.
What is your ringtone?
1-2 step.
What were you doing at 2 a.m. last night?
Talking to Kevin via text message.
Are your parents married/divorced/separated?
Married.
What are you doing tonight?
Sleep.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Work, hospital, cleaning, sleep.
Who did you last message on Myspace?
Tom?
When were in the hospital last?
IN the hospital, technically at the beginning of February for my knee surgery. AT the hospital was earlier this week.
What is the last movie you went to?
Horton Hears a Who
What do you want to do in the near future?
Teach!
Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
YES!
What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
There were pictures of me as a clown when I was little but I don't know about earlier than that.
What is the wallpaper on your cell?
Sunset over the prairies on my way to Lethbridge.
Who last made you smile?
Amber.
I think this was stolen from Christina...
Can you answer 50 questions about the 1st person that comes into your mind right now?
Don’t change the person.
Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend??
Not right now.
How old is the person?
18
Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Yes!
Is this person older than you?
No.
Are you really close to him/her?
Generally speaking.
How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Every day in some form.
Do you think they will repost this?
Probably not.
Could you live with this person?
Probably.
Why did you choose this person?
She's my bestfriend.
How long have you known this person??
3 or so years.
Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Never... We hate shopping. *rolling eyes*
Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
Too many to count by now!
If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
YES!
Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Stupid maybe... Not illegal.
Do you know everything about this person?
Not everything but we know a lot about each other!
Would you date this person’s siblings?
No.
Have you ever made something with this person?
Yes.
Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
lol, no.
Have you and your person made up a hand shake?
No.
If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
Sure, it would make life interesting!
Have you ever heard this person sing?
At THING, in the car, etc. But she "doesn't sing."
Do you and this person have a saying?
Too many to name...
Do you know this persons f'ster password?
No.
Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight?
Once. :(
Have you and this person gone clubbing?
YES!
Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
I have some ideas but it depends on the day and what's going on...
Do you and this person talk a lot?
Yes.
Do you like this person?
She's my bestfriend and my little sister!
Do you want to go out with this person??
No.
Do you want to be friends with them forever?
Yes.
I've been feeling a lot lately like I'm not necessarily in the right place at the right time. And I don't mean occasionally or in some deja-vu sense but all the time... Like, am I supposed to be living here, spending time with the people I do, becoming involved in the things I am, etc. Sometimes I feel overcommitted and other times I feel as though my life is at loose ends and I have too much time on my hands. I have been working and going to school so much lately that the only day off I technically have is Wednesday which is when I try to schedule things like doctor's appointments, counseling, I drive back from Lethbridge (normally) and so on. So, I try to pack the stuff that I neglect or forget to get done the rest of the week into that one day. I make the phone calls, send the e-mails, organize what I need to and generally run around like a chicken with its head cut off. Therefore, my day of rest is almost as stressful as the rest of my week. That's the other thing... I normally love working with and meeting people. Lately, I have been annoyed really easily by little, normally stupid things, and am having a hard time with life in general. I'm not sure why and I'm not sure what's going on but I hope to figure it out soon...
1. Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?
No.
2. When was the last time you saw the last person you kissed?
Tonight.
3. Do you lecture people about drugs?
Sometimes...
5. Have you ever kissed anyone named Tom?
No.
6. Are you in school?
Kinda.
8. Have you ever been in a relationship you weren't 100 percent sure of?
Yes.
9. Name something funny that happened this week?
Kurtis takes my phone and tells my mom that he just did two shots of syrup for $2 and it was "totally worth it!"
10. Has anyone ever told you that they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yes, they lied.
11. If you could pick the temperature of the outdoors for the rest of your life, would you?
No, although I'd prefer it to be warm over snow and junk. :(
12. Are you moody?
Sometimes... I don't think any girl isn't...
13. How many times a day do you pee?
No idea?
15. What's bothering you right now?
Feeling like a round peg in a square hole...
16. Do you delete people off of facebook?
Sometimes.
18. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I don't think people change, I think other people's perceptions change...
23. Do you get along with girls?
Sometimes.
25. Do you crack your knuckles?
Yes.
26. Do you put yourself before others?
Not as often as I should.
27. Do you like surprises?
Sometimes, it depends on what the surprise is about and what it involves.
28. Is making out fun?
lol, yes.
29. Do you have a teddy bear?
Yes. More than one. :)
31. What'd you do last night?
Spent time with friends.
32. Who was your last call from?
My mom.
33. What show did you last watch?
Nanny 911
34. Do you wear Hollister?
No.
35. Who's the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with?
Amber.
36. What's on your mind right now ?
Stuff.
37. Would you rather be with your boyfriend/girlfriend right now?
Yes.
38. Do you have family problems?
Yes.
39. Where are most people in your top friends from?
I think that application causes more problems than it is worth.
40. Does anyone like you?
Maybe?
Also stolen from Britney... :)
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your partner?
Hmmm... No comment.
How old will you be on your next birthday?
26. Holy crap.
Have you ever seen a live bat?
Does the zoo count?
Is there anything/anyone you hate?
Onions, also allergic...
Are you single?
Yes, kinda.
Do you like the color orange?
No.
Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
Most of the time.
Would you rather not drink or not sleep?
Not drink.
Have you ever seen a real redneck?
lol, yes.
Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
lol excite in which way? (I'm not clear on this either!)
What's the meaning of life?
I think this depends on the person and where they are at.
What size shoes do you wear in womens/mens?
11W. I have gargantuan feet!
What's your favorite season?
Summer.
Do you care if people talk smack about you?
Sometimes.
At what age do you want to get married?
Whenever.
How long are you on the phone daily?
Not as much as I used to be.
Sorry, I forgot to ask your name?
Erin.
Are you in a good mood?
Not right now.
Do you think people will exist forever?
Forever is an existentialist concept, therefore does it exist? Do we exist? Hmmm...
Do you believe in luck?
Sometimes.
Everything happens for a reason, right?
Yes.
Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?
Skydive, it might get me over my fear of heights!
Do you like snakes?
I don't dislike them.
Where is one place that you'd like to visit?
Australia!
Do you like waffles?
Yes.
Anything your looking forward to?
Trip to BC with my mom in a couple of weeks!
Do you have more or less than five best friends?
Less.
What would you do if the friend you talk to most stopped talking to you?
Try to find out why.
Does the number 23 have any significance to you?
No.
Be honest, do you like people in general?
Sometimes.
Big or small dogs?
Big.
Do you like Big Macs?
Yuck.
Did someone bother you today?
Yes.
What do you think about death?
it happens to everyone and you can only put it off for so long (I agree!)
Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
Yes.
Does someone love you?
I would think so.
Do you know anyone named Dave?
A few people.
Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with a R?
No.
Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
Yes.
Have you ever tried Gatorade?
Yes.
Do you think that Starbucks is expensive?
Yes.
Are you named after a family member?
No.
Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
Pass.
Are you taller than 5'6“?
Yes.
Ever see a dead body?
Yes.
Do you like the color blue?
Yes.
How are you?
Tired, upset.
Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Amber.
Last restaurant you went to?
lol, Denny's!
What is the weather like today?
Don't know, it was cloudy when I got to work and snowing when I came out...
Last voicemail you received?
My mom telling me where she was on the highway.
What did you do yesterday?
Drive back from Lethbridge, worked, went for food with people.
What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars?
Go on a LONG vacation!
How many hours did you sleep last night?
5
Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
Yes!
Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
No one. Why would anyone stalk me?
Have you ever been on your school's track team?
Yes, Shotput and Discus.
What clothes are you wearing?
Nightgown/Robe-thing.
If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
Probably be the driver...
How much money do you have, in cash?
$40ish
Do you swear at your parents?
Not at, around.
Is your phone right beside you?
Yes.
Have you cried today?
Yes.
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
No idea.
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
No.
What are the color of your bedsheets?
Purple with Tinkerbell here, pink with stripes in Lethbridge.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes.
Are you photogenic?
Sometimes.
What's your sign?
Cancer/Leo
Where do you spend most of your money?
School, transportation, clothes.
What was the last thing you spent money on?
Dinner with friends.
Do you have a tattoo?
Yes.
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
No, I'm generally at work.
Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?
Yes.
Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it?
No.
Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Yes.
What are you doing in 2008?
Applying to go to grad school, working full-time, spending time with my friends and family.
What is your ringtone?
1-2 step.
What were you doing at 2 a.m. last night?
Talking to Kevin via text message.
Are your parents married/divorced/separated?
Married.
What are you doing tonight?
Sleep.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Work, hospital, cleaning, sleep.
Who did you last message on Myspace?
Tom?
When were in the hospital last?
IN the hospital, technically at the beginning of February for my knee surgery. AT the hospital was earlier this week.
What is the last movie you went to?
Horton Hears a Who
What do you want to do in the near future?
Teach!
Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
YES!
What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
There were pictures of me as a clown when I was little but I don't know about earlier than that.
What is the wallpaper on your cell?
Sunset over the prairies on my way to Lethbridge.
Who last made you smile?
Amber.
I think this was stolen from Christina...
Can you answer 50 questions about the 1st person that comes into your mind right now?
Don’t change the person.
Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend??
Not right now.
How old is the person?
18
Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Yes!
Is this person older than you?
No.
Are you really close to him/her?
Generally speaking.
How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Every day in some form.
Do you think they will repost this?
Probably not.
Could you live with this person?
Probably.
Why did you choose this person?
She's my bestfriend.
How long have you known this person??
3 or so years.
Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Never... We hate shopping. *rolling eyes*
Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
Too many to count by now!
If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
YES!
Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Stupid maybe... Not illegal.
Do you know everything about this person?
Not everything but we know a lot about each other!
Would you date this person’s siblings?
No.
Have you ever made something with this person?
Yes.
Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
lol, no.
Have you and your person made up a hand shake?
No.
If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
Sure, it would make life interesting!
Have you ever heard this person sing?
At THING, in the car, etc. But she "doesn't sing."
Do you and this person have a saying?
Too many to name...
Do you know this persons f'ster password?
No.
Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight?
Once. :(
Have you and this person gone clubbing?
YES!
Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
I have some ideas but it depends on the day and what's going on...
Do you and this person talk a lot?
Yes.
Do you like this person?
She's my bestfriend and my little sister!
Do you want to go out with this person??
No.
Do you want to be friends with them forever?
Yes.
I've been feeling a lot lately like I'm not necessarily in the right place at the right time. And I don't mean occasionally or in some deja-vu sense but all the time... Like, am I supposed to be living here, spending time with the people I do, becoming involved in the things I am, etc. Sometimes I feel overcommitted and other times I feel as though my life is at loose ends and I have too much time on my hands. I have been working and going to school so much lately that the only day off I technically have is Wednesday which is when I try to schedule things like doctor's appointments, counseling, I drive back from Lethbridge (normally) and so on. So, I try to pack the stuff that I neglect or forget to get done the rest of the week into that one day. I make the phone calls, send the e-mails, organize what I need to and generally run around like a chicken with its head cut off. Therefore, my day of rest is almost as stressful as the rest of my week. That's the other thing... I normally love working with and meeting people. Lately, I have been annoyed really easily by little, normally stupid things, and am having a hard time with life in general. I'm not sure why and I'm not sure what's going on but I hope to figure it out soon...
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Family Tree and other stuff...
I spent the last four days in Saskatchewan. It was an interesting trip, I got to meet some family members I hadn't met before and learned a lot about my family's history. The hospitality of the people we met (both family and non) was amazing! I am piecing together the family tree more and more now, especially after finding some information in the book "Bridging the Years." I photocopied the pages that were specifically about my family and didn't further read into the fact that I need to read a few other pages that relate as well which (without the book) is frustrating... :P Oh well... I'm at the point that I'm relying on others for information and I am planning on another trip out to Blaine Lake and that area in the Spring/Summer. I'm thinking probably May or June. Thanks to everyone who has given me information thus far! I think that having a family reunion would be awesome at some point as well.... But it's just a thought!
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